Monday, May 01, 2006
i can't hold you tighter but i'll find a way.
outside it's raining and nothing stays,
nothing ever stays.

when you realised someone had completely walked out of your life without a word,

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it's just funny how someone can change so much.
often, i will say i feel like a changed person anyhow.
but then i'll stop and realise that i'm still in the trying to change.
there's just a me in me, i cant change the way i act.
even if my thinkings're changed, i still act like myself.
i'm still xiaoyun and i still care for those i used to care for.
no change in that.

i cant just disappear in someone's life.
i guess my method'll never change.
there and then, fade away.but i'm still around.

now and then, i miss those little moments i had in mjr.
every single moment that seemed so-everyday to us will never be there anymore.
no matter how hard we try.

time was all we had until the day we said goodbye.

whatever it is, however everyone'll change.
to everyone i know, i loved, i still love, i cared and always will care for.
i thank you for being part of my life.
to destroy it or to bring laughter to it.
to come and go or to come and stay.
to walk straight out of my life or stay for good.
i thank you.

i'm thinking too much, i know.
that's the result of stoning the whole day.



|sti[c]kid| 1:49 AM|

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